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omgosh!!!!!!!!!!! [29 Dec 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | jesus take the wheel. ]

omgosh christmas is already over. i cant believe that its over! its seems just like yesterday it was like summer! lol.. anyways i got alot of clothes for christmas and makeup and a new stero and well.. lots of other things but i cant remember.. im so tired. i cant wait til tomorrow. im going somewhere with josh.. but i dunno where to.. he said that it was a surprise. so anywho. ive seen josh everyday over the break except maybe like one day he didnt come up here... lol.. i love him so much. . lol.. yesterday made us like 1 year and 5 mnths yay!!! im so happy. i cant believe tht we have made it this far. i hope we r together 4ever.. well, i dont really have anything else to say so im gonna get off here/ luvs*
Kayla*Sproles*&*Josh*Johnson*7.28.04-a.l.w.a.y.s.*

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[18 Dec 2005|12:31pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | jesus take the wheel. ]

omgosh guys. today has been like the best day ever. well i cant really say why.. but it so totally has. shew. i wish everyday could be this good. i sware i cant wait til christmas! lol. its only like 7 more days! haha.. anyways guess wat. michael came home 2 days ago. i think he hates me though. i wish he could just be fine with us being friends. he just dont understand how bad he hurt me last time and im so not going back out with him cause i love josh so much. gosh! i wish he would just be happy for me. he said some really mean things to me the other nite. i didnt talk to him yesterday and i dont think im ever going to call him again. while he was away he sent me letters and i sent him like 2 or 3 back and hes mad cause i didnt send him anymore. he told vikki that he was glad to have her cause she was the only person that would talk to him! omgosh she didnt even send him 1 letter the entire time. atleast i acually cared enough to send him those 2.. or 3.. i dunno.. well i dont care. atleast josh loves me. oh yea. he told me that he thinks that no one could ever treat me better than him!!!!!! he like cheated on me the entire time we dated which was like a year and half or sumthin. and he says that he could treat me rite? yea right. michael. i hope u read this or sumone tells u about it. i love you with all my heart... AS A FRIEND. and thats all we can ever be. nothing more. im in love with josh now. im sry. if u truly love me as much as u have been sayin then u will accept the fact that im with someone else and be happy for me. please just try to find u a girl that will always treat u perfectly. and treat her back with respect and dont do things that is gonna make her mad. believe me. i know someone else could treat u better than me anyways. i hope u dont hate me... well guys i better get off here. i have to go to church. peace* lol thats funny.

-.kayla.sproles.LOVES.josh.johnson.- 7.28.04-a.l.w.a.y.s.*

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hidy [15 Dec 2005|04:02pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | a cd i burnt.. lol ]

shew today has been so horrible. i sware i prolly did so bad on all the semester exams. acually this whole week has been so bad. the only thing good about today is tht josh came up before he went to training to give me a kiss and tell me tht he loves me! awww. thats so sweet. i love him so much. anyways. today all we did was review and take tests. i have this folder due in geography and its so not in order ill prolly get like an f on it. gosh im so stressed out. tomorrow is prolly goin to be jus as bad cause we have to take tests then too. GOSH! lol. anyways i got to exempt hmm. how do u spell that word? lol. anyways i dont have to take our somputers test im so glad! thts like the worst class ever. i sware i hate cause i jus cant remember all those definitions! lol well. thats all that happened today so im gonna get off here and go talk to vikki nikki lindsey and krystal. luv yall.. omgosh! my arm is hurtin so bad ! i have no idea wat i done to it! iiiiiiiiiii.

oh yea! OMGOSH michael gets to come home tomorrow. i miss talkin to him so much! lol. i hope hes going to be okay. i really do. u jus dont kno how much i hope he wont do anything agin.

well im gonna go.
-.kayla.loves.josh.-7.28.01-always**

I Love You

[17 Nov 2005|08:25pm]
[ mood | working ]
[ music | tv...lol ]

well... nuthin really happened today. idk... josh hasnt called me yet cause hes at work.. so i just got home ate and then skateboarded for a while. gosh its so cold outside! i just about froze to death out there.... this weekend is gonna be awesome. i cant wait! haha.. wahoo. anyways i dont really feel like typing this.. i think im gettin sick. -loves*
-.Kayla.LOVES.Josh.-.7/28/04.-always*

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-.kayla.loves.josh.-always* [14 Nov 2005|05:24pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | nuthin. watchin tv ]

hey guys.. im really bored. i havent wrote in here for a while. but i dont really remember wat i did so it must not of been very important.. so anyways. today we went to this court thing at school. it was kinda boring. but when we went to the mexican resturant it was acually fun. i set with cherah steph sam bri laura and autumn. were so crazy. then we went back to school and we didnt really do anything so i dont have any homework. josh had class tonite so i wont get to talk to him until 10:30 or 11:00.. that sux. i miss being with him like every day... oh well.. i dont really kno wat else to say so im gonna go.. luv ya'll...
-.kayla.loves.josh.-always*
7-28-04 til forever**

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hidy! [08 Nov 2005|07:06pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | watchin tv ]

lol.. heres another thingy.. do it too... luv yas**
1... single
2... taken
3... single and luvin it
4... want to tell someone u like them
5... have a crush
6... like someone you can never have
7... heartbroken
8... taken and in love
9... like someone but to afraid to tell them
10... just want to have FUN
11... just want someones sex
12... sick of heartbreak, one after the other and can't really trust anymore, all people suck
13... never been in a relationship, and dont care
14... just too damned confused its not even funny
15....taken by the bestest awesomest guy/girl ever
16....talkin to someone
17...close to having him/her

-.kayla.loves.josh.-always*
**7.28.04~forever**

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[08 Nov 2005|07:02pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | watchin tv ]

hidy.. im bored and i dont have anything to talk bout' so do this thingy for me.. lol... luv yas**

1 = I like you
2 = I love you
3 = You're funny
4 = You're cool
5 = I want to call you
6 = I want to hug you
7 = You're nerdy
8 = You have good taste in clothes
9 = I hate you
10 = You're boring
11 = You're lame
12 = You have an awesome personality
13 = You are the coolest
14 = I don't know you, but I want to get to know you
15 = You're my best buddy
16 = I want to kiss you
17 = You are so sexy
18 = I want to talk to you more
19 = I miss you so much
20 = You're special.
21 = I will never lie to you
22 = You mean everything to me
23 = You're beautiful/cute/pretty
24 = You make my day
25 = I don't know what I'll do without you
26 = I want to make out with you
27 = I want to go out with you
28 = I want to hold your hand
29 = You are awesome
30 = You are perfect

-.kayla.loves.josh.-always*
**7.28.04~foever**

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[02 Nov 2005|08:17pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | suicide* ]

-It's when I'm standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you, that I just want to scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrow's for just one day that I could just call you to tell you good night and how much i am in love with you. It's when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give anything to hold you at that very moment. It's when I think about you that I realize no one in the world means this much to me* i sware i love you baby. please dont leave me again. idk what i would ever do without you in my life. dont make me go through that again. u kno i love you. please believe me.. i sware im not lying or jus sayin it this time. i really truly love you and u dont ever have to think that i dont. dont listen to everyone who tells you anything different. last time i lost you i thought i was gona go crazy. when i got you back, i was so happy and i still am and even tho i dont act like it all the time, i really am. you make me complete. i love you baby.. i just hope u told me the truth about u really loving me.....

-.kayla.loves.josh.ALOT.-always*

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-.kayla.loves.josh.-always* [02 Nov 2005|06:38pm]
well im bored.. and i dont really have anything interesting to write so do this thingy for me if u love me..
-.kayla.loves.josh.-always*


WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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im so sleepy! [29 Oct 2005|11:23am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | sweet kisses** ]

hey everybody.. i havent wrote in here for a really long time.. im gonna start trying to write like every nite tho.. ive been really busy... lol.. and its early so nuthin has happened today.. i mite write in here later tho. im gonna go back to bed..
-.kayla.-*loves*.-josh-.

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i havent wrote in here for like ever! [12 Sep 2005|04:17pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | everything.. ]

so i really havent done anything since school started except volleyball.. also me and josh have now been dating for like 1 year and 2 months.. gosh i love him so much. anyways. yesterday was great i was with him all day. we went to church then to this firedepartment thingy. then we went looking for him another truck.. lol he acually found one this time that he likes yay! well i dont really feel like typing this so im gonna go.. ill wirte more next time.lol
kayla sproles & josh johnson
july 28th, 2004
til forever and ever!

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gots this from nikki..... [16 Jul 2005|06:45pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | idk ]

take this

. Your name:
. Where did we meet?:
. Take a stab at my middle name:
. How long have you known me?:
. When is the last time we saw each other?:
. Do I smoke?:
. Do I believe in God?:
. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
. My Favorite Color?:
. Our Best Memory?:
. Color hair:
. Color eyes:
. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
. Have you ever been jealous of me?:
.What do you think about my butt?:
. What's my fav. type of music?:
. What is the best feature about me?:
. Am I shy or outgoing?:
. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
. Would you consider me a friend, an aquaintence or a good
friend?:
. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?:
. Have you ever seen me cry?:
.What would u give me out of 10 for personality?:
.What would you give me out of 10 for looks?:
.What annoys u most about me?:
.Do u think i am funny?:
.If you could do one thing to me what would it be?:
.If you could go anywhere with me where would it be?:
.Do you trust me?:
.Do you know anyone that likes me?:
.Do you know anyone that hates me?:

i.love.josh*

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hahahahaha [13 Jul 2005|07:35pm]
[ mood | weird ]

vikkis here right now and nikki is comin up tomorrow.. lol.. heres a thingy..


1. Write the name of sombody that is the opposite sex: josh johnson

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green or yellow? green

3. Your 1st initial: k

4. Your month of birth: August

5. Which color do you like better white or black? white

6. Name the person of the same sex as yours. vikki

7. Your favorite number: 18

8. Do you like California or Florida better? florida

9. Do you like the lake or ocean more? ocean

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one) **********************!!!!

THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person

2. If you chose

Red-You are alert and full of love
Black-You are conservative and aggressive
Green-Your soul is relaxed and laid back.
Blue-You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from loved one(s).
Yellow-You are very happy and give good advice to those who are down.

3. If your intials are
a-k-You have alot of love and friendship in your life.
l-r-You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
s-z-You love to help others and you future love life looks very good.


4 if you were born in...
Jan-March-The year will go very well for you and you will fall in love totally unexpected.
April-June-You will have a strong love relationship that will not last but the memories will last forever.
July-Sept-You will have a great year and will have a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec-Your love life will not be great but you will find your soul mate.


5. if you chose...
black-Your life will take a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White-You will have a friend that completely confides in you, and would do anything for you but you may not realize that.

6. This person is your best friend.

7.This is how many close friends you will have in your life time.

8.if you chose...
California you like adventure.
Florida you are a laid back person

9.if you chose...
Lake-You are loyal to your friends and to your love, you are very reserved.
Ocean-you are spontanius and like to please people

10. This wish will only come true if you post this in your journal within one hour, and it will come true before your next birthday.


i.love.josh.johnson.

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i gots this from hillary...lol** [12 Jul 2005|03:18pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | none ]

Put a * to the ones that apply

I have kissed someone...
on the cheek.*
on the lips.*
on their hands or fingers.*
in my room.*
in their room.*
of the same sex.haha*
of the opposite sex.*
related to me.
younger than me.
older than me.*
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.*
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with red hair.
with straight hair.*
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.*
with a lip ring.*
who was drunk/had been drinking.*
who was high.*
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.*
on a holiday.*
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.*
who had been/is in jail.*
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.*
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.*
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.*
with dyed hair.*
with a shaved head.*
who was/is my good friend.*
who was/is in a band.
who has a tattoo.*
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.*
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.*
in a car/taxi/bus.*
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival/fair.*
with a missing body part.
in the movies.*

I have...
cried.*
seen someone die.*
been to a party.*
given a shot.
dreamed of a crush.*
been on a boat.*
been on a plane.
attended a party where there was drugs/drinking.*
been kissed.*
had sex.
kissed a friend.*
smoked pot.*-only onced... i was weird then
shot up any form of drug.
considered sucide.
considered murder.
been to a concert.
been out of state*
cried myself to sleep.*
bought a drink for someone.
asked a member of the opposite sex out.*
lied to a good friend.*
broken a promise.*
gotten so angry you beat up someone.
fought with your best friend.*
cut your hair & then regretted it.*
popped your fingers.*
took a dance class.*
been to a school dance*.
had sex and then regretted it.
thought a movie star was hot.*
spent the night with a member of the same sex.*
spent the night with a member of the opposite sex.*


I like...
dancing.*
singing.*
crying.
sneezing.
running.*
walking.*
red.
pink.*
green.*
brown.
football.*
basketball.*
baseball.*
cross country.*
going to camp.*
staying away from home.*
being at home all the time.
being around friends.*
being around family.*-sometimes
baby sitting.
talking on the phone.*
working out.*
school.
parties.*
swimming.*
being single.*-sometimes but not really
being in a relationship.*
being alone.
listening to music.*
watching tv.*
winter.*
summer.*
spring.*
fall.*

I am...
short.*
tall.
pretty.-i dont think so-
average.*
ugly.*-prolly*
athletic.*
lazy.
stupid.-sometimes*
stubborn.-sometimes*
funny.*
crazy.-all the time!*
unpredictable.-sometimes*
caring.*
loving*
lovable.-a lot!*
blonde.-i use to be...lol*
brunette.-blondes tease- but brunettes please
red headed.
short tempered.-sometimes*
wild.*
boring.-when im sleepy and tired-haha
spontaneous.*
green eyed.
brown eyed.
blue eyed.*
over 20.
over 12.*
under 10.
sad.
happy.*














a - age you got your first kiss:haha...umm...idk what age i was but i was in the 4th grade*
b - band listening to right now: Jessica Simpson-even know thats not really a band haha!"*.these boots are made for walking.*-best song EVER!!!*
c - crush: my baby, josh!*
d - dad's name: larry sproles*
e - easiest person to talk to: josh*
f - favorite bands at the moment: Fall Out Boy-but i like em' all*
g - goofy moment: all the time!*
h - hometown: virgie, ky*
i - instruments: idk*
j - junior high: virgie middle*
k - kids: none!*
l - longest car ride: idk*
m - mom's name: kay sproles*
n - nicknames: beansy*
o - one wish: i wish that me and josh could see each more often now... he has to work tho!:(*
p - phobias: idk*
q - quote: idk*
r - reason to live: my family and friends*
s - song: .*these.boots.are.made.for .walking*.--by: Jessica Simpson* -fav. song EVER!*
t - time you woke up today: at like 1:30 haha*
u - unknown fact about me: uh...i dont really know?!*
w - worst habit: gettin in trouble-lol!*
x - x-rays you've had: alot*
y - yummy food: lots*
z - zodiac sign: leo*

i.love.josh.johnson.***

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Fill This Out Please* [12 Jul 2005|03:06am]
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
01. I cried:
02. I asked you to help:
03. I became suicidal:
04. I killed myself:
05. I died from natural causes:
06. I said I liked you:
07. I kissed you:
08. I started smoking:
09. I stole something:
10. I was hospitalized:
11. I ran away from home:
12. I got in a fight & you were there:
13. I kicked you in the nuts:
14. I streaked across campus:
15. I was in a porn video:

*WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY:
01. Personality:
02. Eyes:
03. Face:
04. Hair:
05. Boobs:
06. Lips:
07. Height:
08. Clothes:
09. Voice:
10. Humor:
11. Choice of music:
12. Mannerisms:
13. Family:
14. Brains:
15. Sex drive:
16. Flexibility:

*WOULD YOU EVER:
01. Be my friend:
02. Tell me the truth, no matter what:
03. Lie to make me feel better:
04. Spread rumors about me:
05. Keep a secret if I told you one:
06. Loan me some cash:
07. Hold my hand:
08. Take a bullet for me:
09. Keep in touch:
10. Try to solve my problems:
11. Love me:

*OTHER:
01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When & how did we meet?
04. How have I affected you?
05. What do you think of me?
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
07. How long do you think we will be friends?
08. Do you love me?
09. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname & explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When was the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but you couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LJ & see what I have to say about you?
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i love josh [11 Jul 2005|02:29pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | nuttin rite now ]

hmm i havent wrote in here in a while. the past couple of days were awsome. nikki came over again and stayed for to nites the first nite was kinda borin cuz we just stayed in the house and watched tv.. lol.. but nikki and nick got back together.. i think shes really over oney now.. yay.. anywho.. the next nite me and nikki went to vikkis house to stay the nite. it was so fun. lol. we had a cookout thingy. it was really funny.. we slept out on the trampoline until like 5 30 in the mornin. we got so cold we had to go inside.. lol.. then at 8 we had to get up and go home cuz i had to go to church the next mornin...
hmm.. sunday*'
i went to church and then went out to eat and to the movies with josh.. lol. we saw herbie.. it was really funny. haha then we came home and rode my fourwheeler and then watched tv.. then josh went home. he had to work today. so i wont see him probly. shew i dont want him to work i wont ever get to see him.. o well atleast now he'll buy more things.. haha.. well im not doin nuttin today i dont htink.. i mite go back up vikkis.. but im goin to go.. luvs**
kayla n josh 4ever n ever.

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yea. [04 Jul 2005|01:05pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | collide ]

hmm.. well nikki came up my house on thursday and stayed here til about 9:30 saturday nite. we had alot of fun.. lol we watched like 5 movies it was so funny and on saturday we rode my fourwheeler to sydneys party and then we went to floyd county to get fireworks. me and josh got in a big fight tho and we didnt talk for the rest of the nite almost. i finally decided to talk to him and he said he was srry so.. i guess i forgive him lol.. yea i do. anywho.  yesterday i was sick all day but finally when i started feeling better me josh joey my brother and mom and dad went camping.. that sounds gay but it was really fun... we had a cookout up there.. and me and josh got to lay under the stars together for like ever.. around 1:30 a.m we decided to go to my aunts house to shoot some fireworks... they were really pretty... today i havent done anything but tonite we are goin to the fireworks at pikeville. yay.. i think nikki is comin with  me.. josh is too. haha, well shew today makes exactly one year me and michael broke up.. haha yay! im so glad we did. or i wouldnt have josh rite now.. i love him so much. i dunno what id do without him. he means everything to me. well id better go and wake josh up.. haha luvs..

kayla.-n-.josh.4ever.n.ever

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[29 Jun 2005|02:50pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | nuttin... tv ]

hey hos..lol well yesterday me and josh just layed around the house all the day.. he spent the nite here and he just left. now i miss him shew i wish hed come back. he cant tho until 3:30 tho.. o well i really havent done anything today but talk on icq and write on here. im so bored. g2g..
kayla n josh 4ever

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wa hoo! [23 Jun 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | anything... ]

hey hey hey... hmm.. today was great me and josh went to pikeville and i got to spend all day together. i love him so much. we went out to eat and to the hospital (he works there) and to the overlook and just everywhere. haha. so i got my hair cut today.. its sooo short it doesnt even come down to my shoulders! omg... its so weird.. im so used to long hair. well im bored. and i have nuttin else to do so im gonna go and call josh. haha luvs ya**
*kayla*n*josh*4ever**

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i wuv josh [16 Jun 2005|10:53pm]
[ mood | i miss josh! ]
[ music | nuttin right now.. ]

hmm.. well josh just left.. i already miss him.. i didnt really do anything today.. well.. i dunno... lol neways.. im gonna go and call josh and see what hes gonna do tomorrow.. i think where goin to the movies.. yay...
kayla n josh forever

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bored...missin josh [14 Jun 2005|03:25am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | scars ]

hidy... lol.. im so bored.. shew josh got took to the hospital today... i felt so sorry for him.. he was so sick. anyways i didnt do anything today but lay round the house and talk on the internet so i dont really have anything to talk about.. ill write later bye..
kayla loves joshua wayne johnson
July 28th, 2004 till 4ever n ever

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